In the Dragon’s Teeth – part
3
November 3, 1944, dawn
deep in the Huertgen
forest
<crack>
Kirby startled, saw nothing, and then tried
telling
himself that the sound - like a twig snapping - was just his
imagination.
That's what Caje had said, the last time Kirby thought something was
moving
nearby in the dark. Several
heartbeats
of utter stillness had passed then, before Caje had muttered “You're hearing things, pal”, and brushed aside
Kirby's
concerns as if they were no more useful than the spent shell casings
that
littered their cramped foxhole - and just as conducive to a comfortable
night's
sleep. But Kirby had known by
the
subtle shift of the Cajun's M1 that he was taking the warning
seriously.
Of course he was hearing things. Because there were real things out
there. Hunting them.
Then - and now.
Only now, Kirby was alone, on the run,
weaponless,
and thoroughly lost. He wished
he were
back in that foxhole, with Caje there to tell him it was his
imagination, even
though they both knew he said it just to keep the panic at bay. At least then, Kirby had someone he
could
count on, watching his back.
He’d been alone since last night, when he’d
staggered away from the forester’s lodge, deep into the woods, intent
only on
getting away from the Krauts without being noticed. He’d thought he would go for help, but before he knew it
darkness
had fallen, fast and with no warning, like the shells of those deadly
damned
German 88’s. The second time he’d blundered blindly into a low tree
branch, it
knocked him off his feet and he lay there stunned. Finally, Kirby had had to give up – he curled up against
the
exposed tree roots in a futile attempt to find warmth and rested there,
shivering, jumping out of his skin at every noise, until exhaustion
finally
overcame his nerves and he slept.
At morning, rain filled the sky instead of the sun, and the cold splatters shocked him awake. Now Kirby was on the move again, and hopelessly lost in the Huertgen forest. He stopped and turned slowly in all directions. And all he saw were trees. “Okay – I admit it!” he confessed in frustration to the air around him. “I’m not as good a scout as Caje! I could get a day’s head start and he’d probably still find his way back before me!” But that reminded him of just how urgent it was that he get un-lost, and in a hurry. It wasn’t just his own need for safety. He had to find Saunders and come up with a plan to get the rest of the squad rescued.
And not get captured, himself,
first.
At least the rain had let up. Kirby took that as a sign that things
were
going to start going right for a change and he picked a direction at
random and
moved off.
<snap>
There was that noise
again.
Could be a Kraut patrol, looking for a
prisoner, he
thought, holding his breath, then letting it out slowly. Well, they’d had plenty of chance to
pick
him up today, all alone like he was.
So
it probably wasn’t that.
Probably was some nasty critter. MacAllister had said he’d seen boar
tracks. Kirby had asked the
Texan what
a boar was, and was told that wild boars roamed the forests around
here,
weighed more than he did, and had tusks as long as his arm. Kirby’s hand shook as he slid out
his
bayonet, then he picked out a tree with a wide trunk to guard his back,
and
leaned against it, his heart hammering.
He tried to quiet his breathing, so he could listen for the
sound of
something moving in the forest.
Nothing at first.
Then he heard a soft rustling sound.
His stomach growled.
The rustling stopped.
Kirby doubled up in a futile attempt to
silence his
hollow, cramping middle, and when the spasm passed, he straightened and
slowly
raised his bayonet. He wondered
if he
could climb a tree and if he did, would a hungry boar just circle the
tree and
wait him out. Which one of them
would
die from hunger first?
There was movement, twenty feet away. Long, low, fir branches were pushed
aside,
and a flash of brown emerged onto the trail.
The creature turned, saw him, and froze.
It wasn’t a boar.
It was a boy. Wet blond
hair
clinging to his scalp like a helmet, rain dripping down his nose. His ragged shoes were falling apart;
he wore
shorts and a threadbare shirt and had no jacket. His pale blue eyes were wide with
fear.
Kirby’s heart softened. “Hey kid,” he ventured, sheathing his bayonet so it posed
no
threat. “C’m’ere.” He took a step
forward.
The child turned to flee, but stumbled and
fell to
the mud. In the moment it took
him to
regain his footing, Kirby had caught up with him, and wrapped his arms
around
the struggling boy so he couldn’t get away.
Finally, the boy quit writhing in his arms and subsided,
exhausted.
Kirby dragged him back to the shelter of the
big
tree and sank down with him.
The kid
had a long, dirty gash in his calf - maybe it was that bum leg that had
tripped
him up, Kirby thought. If the
kid had
been responsible for those noises, that sense that he was being
followed, then
the kid must’ve followed him across that stretch of barbed wire by the
abandoned pillbox. Triple
strand
concertina – nasty stuff. Maybe
the boy
had tried to squeeze through and not quite made it unscathed.
But why would a little German kid be out on
his own
in the woods?
As Kirby fished out his field dressing kit,
he took
a closer look at the boy’s face.
Could
be the same kid who had been at the house where Caje and Doc and Dick
encountered those Krauts. He
remembered
hearing a child crying there, kid on the porch. The Germans were scaring the wits out of that family –
their own
people!
Kirby couldn’t be sure, he hadn’t stuck
around to
get a close look, but if it were the same kid, then he must feel like
he didn’t
have a friend in the world - the American GIs were the enemy but the stinkin’ Krauts hadn’t acted too
friendly toward the civilians either.
Kirby sprinkled sulfa powder on the boy’s wound and placed the
padding
on it as gently as he could.
Usually he
was the LAST one in the squad to be sympathetic to orphans of war, but
here -
well, each of them was all the other one had.
It started to rain again, fat, icy drops
that ran
down the evergreen boughs in a steady drip down the back of Kirby’s
neck. “We better get movin’ ” he said to
the
boy. “You speak any
English?”
The youngster looked at him
blankly.
“Figures.”
Kirby shook his head.
Then he
pointed to his chest. “Kirby,”
he said
simply.
The boy’s face brightened briefly in
understanding. He tapped his
own
chest.
“Nicholas.”
“Okay.
Look,
kid,” Kirby ventured. “We gotta
find my
platoon. Or find someplace
where they
can find us. We need shelter.
You understand
shelter?” He picked a broken
branch off
the ground and drew a square with a triangle on
top.
The outline of a house - in any
language.
He added a cloud above and a zigzag for
lightning,
and pockmarked the damp earth with dots for falling
rain.
The boy took the stick from him, added a
door to the
square, and a chimney to the triangle roof.
“Ya?” he asked.
Kirby nodded.
“Yeah. Shelter. Before it starts raining
harder. Wait for my guys. Which way do we go?”
The boy pantomimed chopping wood. “Jaegerhaus,” he said. He climbed to his feet, tugged on
Kirby’s
right hand and limped back onto the trail, heading north.
“Woodcutter’s hut,” Kirby said,
understanding
dawning. Like something out of
Little
Red Riding Hood. He hoped the
kid wasn’t
taking him to see the wolf.
But what
choice did he have? He looked
around –
the trees were crowded so close together that even when the rain
stopped, the
weak sunlight wouldn’t pierce the canopy of evergreen branches. He wasn’t even sure of north, south,
east or
west any more. Clapping the boy
on the
shoulder, Kirby climbed stiffly to his feet and followed.
November 3, 1944, early morning
Kall Trail
In the stillness of the hour just after
dawn, it was
unnaturally quiet. For the
moment, the
rain had stopped dripping from the evergreen branches above them; no
birds were
awake yet to call to each other across the treetops. The only sound was a ragged wheezing six feet back, as
Harrison struggled up the steep slope behind
him. Saunders crested the hill
and held
up his left hand, wordlessly granting the new recruit a short
break.
Harry dropped to his knees and Saunders sank
down
beside him, grimacing at the mud that soaked through his clothes and
chilled
him to the marrow of his bones.
The fog
was just starting to lift, a gauzy stage curtain rising, the play about
to
begin. The forested ridge was
bald on
top, and crowned by the little village of Schmidt ahead, seemingly deep
in
innocent slumber.
Saunders knew better. He’d sent his squad to Schmidt - and they hadn’t come
back. Grimly, he raised his field glasses.
“We’ll never – get our tanks – up that
trail,” Harry
panted.
Saunders nodded.
They’d found the Kall Trail was nothing more than a narrow cart
track,
one side braced by a wall of rocky outcroppings, the other side a soft
shoulder
slick with mud, dropping steeply down into the gorge. It was probably impassable for armor even before the Krauts had lain their anti-tank mines. The first Sherman to start across
would
probably throw a track and leave the rest of the heavy stuff bottled
up, where
it wouldn’t do anybody any good.
An infantry battalion left Vossenack at
first light,
on the march toward Schmidt, exhausted veterans vastly outnumbered by
untried
newbies, but they had nothing heavier with them than bazookas. And bazookas wouldn’t stop Tiger
tanks. Damn, Saunders wished the weather
had been
more cooperative and they’d gotten some reconnaissance from the
air. Life was simpler before he became an
officer
– back in his enlisted days they didn’t tell him that the brass didn’t
exactly
know where the 116 Panzer Division was.
His gaze lingered on the
Brandenberg-Bergstein
ridge, where the heavy shelling had come from the day before. It was quiet now. Had the Krauts moved?
Where?
Would the rest of the division be able to
cross that
open meadow between Vossenack and the forest
unseen?
Saunders turned back toward the village he
and his
squad had left yesterday. The
binoculars swept the horizon, the steeple of St. Josef’s church at
Vossenack
rising out of the mist. The
Kall gorge
lay in thick blankets of fog, pierced by the tops of 100-foot tall
pines. Hidden by the fog, the battalion
assembled
in the deserted hamlet of Kommerscheidt, near the top of the trail,
waiting for
the all clear from their scouts - Saunders and Harrison. Turning back toward his objective,
Saunders
saw the fog thinned into a rain-mist of cold steam. The silhouette of a tall cross, what some called a
roadside
calvary, loomed at the edge of the village and Saunders adjusted the
focus.
“Lieutenant?”
Harry frowned at his CO, who lay unmoving,
frozen to
the hard ground. The division
would be
making their way up the Kall Trail by now – Harry knew the two of them
were
supposed to confirm that Schmidt was still deserted, like the scouts
had
reported yesterday. They needed to move.
“Lieutenant?” he repeated. “Do you see any Krauts?”
There was no answer from his CO, no life in
those
blue eyes, glazed over and expressionless.
Saunders’s hand shook as the binoculars slipped from his
grasp. If it weren’t for that tremor, it
was as if
he had been turned to stone.
Harry
scooped up the field glasses and climbed to his feet. Here was a chance to show he wasn’t someone to be left
behind
while others got the glory. He
didn’t
know what had suddenly turned the officer all creepy but at least the
lieutenant hadn’t said he’d seen any Germans.
It was time to take a closer look.
“Let’s go,” Harrison said, and led the way toward the village at
a
trot. In a moment, he heard his
CO
stumbling behind him.
The mist of rain soon streaked a film across
Harry’s
glasses. He slowed as he
approached the
village gates, and swiped a dirty wool sleeve across the lens. That’s better. And then, in the early morning gloom, he saw clearly the
large
wooden cross. Funny, back home
the
figure on the cross was gaunt, not like this … not wearing a helmet …
and boots
… and a GI issue dark olive drab uniform.
In that moment of realization, Harry sank to
the
ground, retching, his stomach heaving but empty.
Saunders had still uttered not a word.
Harry looked up finally to see the
lieutenant
staring not at the cross but behind them at the base of the Kall
trail. More infantrymen of the
112th
were making their way toward Schmidt, as inexorably as a
sunrise.
Then Saunders spoke, without turning. “Get him down.” The words were forced out through clenched teeth, his
voice harsh
and raw.
Instead, Harry raised his M1 and blindly
emptied the
clip against the nearest building, his own scream of rage louder than
his
weapon.
The first soldiers had emerged from the top
of the
trail. There was no cover
across the
meadow between the gorge and Schmidt – they seeped across the
landscape,
hearing the gunshots ahead, fear stiffening their joints, slowing their
advance.
“Cut him down,” Saunders repeated in a
growl. He couldn’t bring himself to
approach the
cross himself – had not even looked closely enough to see who hung
there. As long as he didn’t know … it was
as if it
wasn’t really someone he knew at all.
Even though the only GIs on this side of the river were men he
had
ordered there. As long as he
didn’t
have to see ….
Somehow, Harry was staggering toward him
now, his
arms wrapped around a lifeless body.
No, Saunders thought, frantic.
Leave him there on the ground.
Don’t …
It was too late.
Harry set the soldier down at the
lieutenant’s feet
and then simply stood, arms empty, shoulders shaking, as he wept with
silent
rage.
The dead man was a private, that much could
be seen. A bullet had torn most of his face
away and
blood masked what was left.
Saunders
looked quickly away. So – maybe
he’d
been dead before the Krauts had hung him on the cross. There was little comfort in
that. Saunders had seen men killed, many
in more
gruesome ways, but this was different.
One of his own. One he
had sent
out on a mission while he stayed behind, safe.
How did Hanley ever stand
it?
Saunders crumpled to his knees in the mud
beside the
dead man, his eyes shut. He
didn’t want
to look. Didn’t want to notice
if the
man was long-limbed like Littlejohn, or had a beret rolled up under his
epaulette like Caje, or had his boots laced wrong, like Billy. He didn’t want to notice
anything. Let the dead soldier remain a
stranger.
Without thinking, he took the man’s hand in
his
own. So cold. Saunders wrapped his own hands around the clenched fist,
as if he
could warm him, give him some comfort. Couldn’t accept that he was
helpless. That he was too
late.
Saunders felt something then, thin and hard,
trapped
between the rigid fingers. He
brushed
it with the pad of his thumb, and realized what it was.
Tommy’s battle gum.
And then he knew how Tommy had died. Not in the midst of a furious
firefight,
finding his courage as he fought alongside other brave men. Saunders knew in his heart that
Tommy had
probably never even fired his weapon – that the boy had been scared and
needed
someone he looked up to to lend him some strength, and Saunders hadn’t
been
there. So Tommy’s last act had
been one
of fear, a desperate gesture to follow his lieutenant’s well-meant
advice. He’d been reaching for a stick of
gum to
quiet his panic, when a German bullet had shattered his skull.
Saunders’s hand started to tremble. Tears welled up, but didn’t
spill. It seemed as though his own blood
froze in
his veins. He was so cold. So cold.
He sat unmoving in the mud as the new troops
crept
past, glancing at him from the corner of their eyes, whispering,
skittering
away like frightened mice. They
each
looked so young. And at the
same time,
forty-eight hours of marching and hunger and sleeping in frozen puddles
and
cowering from the scream of enemy shells had aged them too, to the
point where
they were all looking over their shoulder for the grim reaper. And were ready to bolt at the
slightest
sound.
Somehow, someone came and took Tommy’s body
away. Around him, green
replacements
started digging foxholes with careless haste, too shallow to offer any
real
protection. Saunders got
stiffly to his
feet and walked past them, without noticing them, without saying
anything.
He found himself, with no real idea how he
got
there, standing in a small building on the eastern edge of the village,
one
that the US artillery had poked gaping holes into back in October – the
first
time the army had tried to take Schmidt.
The 9th Division had lost 4500 men that time – and
hadn’t
come close to reaching Schmidt.
This
time – it had been too easy.
Two young GI’s were laughing nervously as
they tried
to position pieces of cardboard in the broken windows to keep out the
wind. “Guess the Krauts heard
we was
comin’!” Ross, the taller one, said to his buddy, “and took off
runnin’.”
“Jeez, the way those old timers tell it, I
thought
those Germans were gonna be somethin’ fierce,” Baker added. “Shoot, this was a piece of
cake! I don’t think there’s been any
Krauts around
here for a week! I bet they lit
out of
here days ago. But it don’t
matter. We’re gonna chase their
sorry
asses across the … hey, Lieutenant, what’s the name of that
river?”
There was no answer, and first Ross and then
Baker
turned to look at the silent officer.
He glared back at them, not seeing them, his eyes so full of
grief and
rage and god-knew-what-torments, that it rattled the recruits in their
boots.
“C’mon,” Baker slapped Ross lightly in the
shoulder. “Let’s get out of
here.”
“But – ” Ross hated to leave the meager
shelter, but
the lieutenant made him nervous too.
“We’ll find another place. They’re not making hardly anybody dig foxholes on the
perimeter. We’ll find another
building.”
“Okay.”
Ross
stumbled out behind Baker, with an anxious backward glance.
“You okay, Lieutenant?” Harry asked. He’d never seen the LT like
this. Not that he’d known the man long,
but what
about all those tales of heroics that everyone told about him?
Saunders pulled off his helmet, stared at the single bar on the front
of it
with a puzzled frown, as if the stripe didn’t belong there. Then he raked one hand through his
hair. Harry noticed that his
hand still
trembled. The Lieutenant made
his way
slowly to a corner of the room, slumped against the wall and sank
slowly to a
sitting position. Then he set
down his
rifle and hugged his knees to his chest and dropped his head. Harry thought for a moment that
Saunders was
rocking back and forth, almost imperceptibly.
Were his shoulders shaking?
In the shadows it was hard to tell. Maybe he just needed a solid night’s
sleep. Didn’t they all? Harry sagged against another wall
and slid
awkwardly down to the floor.
When he
closed his eyes, he could see Tommy again, hanging grotesquely from the
cross. What kind of monster
would do
that? Harry slowly curled into
a fetal
position and tried to forget.
Whoever was in charge sent no patrols out to
scout the
perimeter. Anti-tank mines
arrived
around midnight on the little weasels that had finally made it up the
Kall
Trail. Saunders heard the
soldiers as
they passed his building, heard the whispered concerns that none of
their tanks
would make it up the trail; they would all struck mines or slide off
the
treacherous too-narrow ledge.
But he
didn’t care. He just didn’t
care about
the war any more. He lay awake
all
night, staring through the holes in the roof at a night sky without
stars.
November 3, 1944, dusk
deep in the Huertgen
forest
While the regiment was making its way, tense
with
anticipation but nevertheless unchallenged, up the Kall Trail to
Schmidt, Kirby
and Nicholas had spent an anxious day trying to avoid Krauts and find
friendlies.
It was eerily quiet. Quiet as a tomb - except a tomb was something final. This had the feeling of waiting …
waiting …
the trees seemed to crowd closer and closer, like a gang of bullies
slowly
stalking and then surrounding their helpless prey. The long needle-sharp limbs reached eagerly for their
victims….
Kirby shook off the creepy feeling, putting
it down
to not enough sleep or food.
They had
to find some shelter soon - he didn’t think he or the boy limping
stoically at
his side could stand another night in these nightmare woods. It’s not like he hadn’t been
outdoors more
nights than not, but there was something haunted about these woods
….
And then the boy gave a shout and lurched
ahead. In the fading light,
Kirby saw
it too. A small wooden
structure. Not the woodcutter’s hut, but a
chapel.
November 4, 1944, dawn
Forester’s lodge
The planet revolved inexorably on its axis,
and
Germany passed under the cold, dark sky furthest from the sun, and
slowly crept
back toward the still distant promise of dawn.
Something woke him.
Was it a sound? Billy’s
eyes
flew open and he raised his head, but it was still too dark to make out
anything more than the shadows of the other men, huddled against each
other for
warmth as if they were all wedged together in a single foxhole. But they weren’t in a foxhole, he
remembered, as the last cobwebs of sleep fluttered away. It was a cellar. A cellar with one small window near the ceiling. That window that was guarded by
armed
soldiers. They were
prisoners.
Billy had been unconscious when they were
taken. The last clear memory
he’d had
before that was digging in at the road junction outside Schmidt and
then the
concussive shock of a grenade blast.
Then nothing. A while
later, he
had a fuzzy memory of Littlejohn half-carrying him, half-dragging him,
toward a
forester’s lodge and then dizziness and darkness again took his senses
away.
When he came to, he was locked in a cellar,
with
Littlejohn and Dixon and Caje and Doc and it was nearly dawn. That was 24 hours ago. Twenty-four hours in which they’d
had no
food, no water; they hadn’t left their prison cell. Adding his pounding headache to the mix, he couldn’t
remember
when he’d felt more miserable.
He should go back to sleep. Why wasn’t he asleep? That’s right – a noise had wakened
him.
There wasn’t any sound now in the room,
except the
soft ragged breathing of exhausted soldiers who slept like the
dead. Maybe he’d dreamed it. Billy turned on his side and lowered
his
head to the cold dirt floor again, careful to avoid bumping the swollen
knot
behind one ear, and shut his eyes.
Maybe, he thought, he could fall back asleep, and escape all
this
misery, at least for a little while.
He’d dream that he was back home in St. Louis, and it was a hot
summer
day … and he was standing in centerfield, surrounded by the smell of
freshly
mown grass…. caressing the
soft,
familiar leather of his favorite baseball glove now … waiting for
someone to
hit the ball his way…. The sun
was
beating, hot, on the back of his neck … and someone was
moaning.
Moaning?
Billy was yanked groggily out of his past and back to the dark,
dank
cellar. It was quiet
again. But he still felt that radiating
heat
against the exposed skin of his neck.
And then he heard another soft groan.
Billy turned his head gingerly in that
direction. There was nothing to
see but
another dark shadow, one that tossed restlessly and rolled away, with
an
incoherent mutter.
Nelson shifted toward him and reached out a
hand. He felt a sleeve, then
found a
shoulder; his searching fingers felt the soft wool of a rolled-up
beret. “Caje?”
There was no answer. The other man was asleep.
Which is what you should be, Nelson told himself. Leave him alone….
Sleep pulled at him….
When he woke again, dawn cast thin tendrils
of light
through the small grimy window, revealing a mass of prisoners in the
cellar
that looked like a row of dust-covered gray-brown corpses. Billy had seen stacks of dead
bodies,
collected by Graves Registration, being tossed carelessly into waiting
trucks. He never fancied waking
up in
such a pile, himself. When
there was a
rustle from the soldier next to him, Billy shook his head in rueful
relief. They weren’t dead. Dead men don’t feel so hungry.
He wondered what time it was, and when the Krauts would come,
and
whether their captors planned simply to starve them to death.
Caje wore a watch.
And he must be awake, since he was stirring. Careful not to disturb the others, Billy extended his
hand to tap
Caje’s arm to ask the time.
Caje hissed with pain and tried to jerk
away, but
Billy had grabbed his wrist. It
was
swollen and hot.
“Caje?” Billy asked in a loud whisper. “Are you okay?”
Another low groan followed and, even
semi-conscious,
the other soldier tried to pull away again.
Billy’s eyes adjusted to the dim light and
he
wondered why Caje was shivering, when his skin felt so unnaturally hot,
and
then he noticed Caje’s jaw was damp with sweat. The tumblers clicked in his tired mind and he realized
that the
other man was burning up with fever.
He
could see Caje looking at him, his grogginess fading as the injured man
struggled to find a thin grasp on lucid thought.
“I’ll get Doc,” Billy said,
reassuringly.
“No.”
Caje’s
voice was hoarse, but firm.
“No?”
Caje wouldn’t even look toward the
medic. His gaunt cheeks flushed with color
that
wasn’t due solely to fever. “I
don’t
need him. I’m all right. Leave me alone.”
November 4, 1944,
morning
Schmidt
When the officers at Division HQ had folded
up their
maps on the night of November 3rd, Vossenack had been
captured, one
battalion of the 112th infantry was in the hamlet of
Kommerscheidt
and another had achieved the main objective of Schmidt. The brass were well-pleased and went
to
sleep with satisfied smiles.
What they didn’t know was that a German
division in
the Monschau Corridor had been in the process of getting relief troops
that
day. Two thirds of the
Infanterie-Regiment 1055 had passed through Schmidt just minutes before
the
Americans had arrived and were camped less than a mile to the
east. The remaining battalion had reached
Schmidt
near midnight, found it occupied, and had dug in for the night just
west of the
village.
Schmidt was surrounded.
The counterattack began at dawn. German shells screamed through the
overcast
skies. The ground rumbled like
the
belly of a hungry beast intent on swallowing them up. Cries of “Medic!” were drowned out by the deafening
explosions. Blood seeped into the frozen puddles
where
the wounded and dying lay helpless.
Men scurried from one hiding place to
another, like
rats. A captain burst through
the
doorway of a ruined shop on the eastern edge of town and found Harry
and
Saunders there, ducking below the broken windows, clutching their
weapons with
white knuckles, watching for an enemy to fire on, seeing only panic in
the
streets.
“Where’s our artillery, Captain?” Harry
pleaded. “Can’t we stop
them?”
“Damn 88’s took out our phone lines,” the
officer
panted. Another blast, closer
than
any of the others so far, sucked out the cardboard that had covered the
largest
window. When the plaster
stopped
sifting down on them, the captain raised his head. “Can’t take much more of this,” he muttered.
…
They did though.
They took the pounding for another hour, without any sign of an
enemy to
fight back against. When the
silence
finally came, some soldiers wept with relief.
And then the silence was broken. The grinding clang of German tanks
sent
chills through the Americans, still hugging the frozen ground, still
paralyzed
by the morning’s concussive blasts.
From the east, the first Mark V Panther emerged from the heavy
ground
mist clinging to the road. It
reached
the outskirts of Schmidt and hit a carefully placed anti-tank
mine. The ground shuddered; clods of dirt
flew. And the tank kept
coming.
One intrepid soldier emerged from cover with
a
bazooka. He fired. The rocket crashed into the Panther
with all
the stopping power of a water balloon.
And the tank kept coming.
Men guarding the road to the east turned and
fled.
“Hold your ground!” The captain yelled as
the squad
streamed past him. Around him,
the new
recruits, who’d never faced the enemy before, exchanged guilty glances
and then
they peeled off after the fleeing squad.
“Pull back!”
Enlisted men were shouting it to their colleagues as they raced
through
the still-smoking streets. Now
the
veterans, gaunt with hunger and cold and fatigue, still trembling with
shell-shock, clambered out of their hiding places and joined the
retreat.
Panic swelled, spread like a gasoline
fire. Thirty German tanks streamed into
Schmidt;
the German infantry swarmed in from two sides.
The Americans fled.
The ones who could made for the trail back to
Kommerscheidt. The ones who were cut off melted
into the
woods southwest of Schmidt. Two
hundred
disappeared into that forest. A
third
of them were killed as the Germans hunted them down over the following
days. One hundred thirty three were
captured. Only a handful ever made it back to
the
American lines.
Harry ran until his lungs burned. He lost count of the times he had
tripped
over exposed roots, crashed to the ground, rolled back to his feet, and
started
running again. He gained ground
on the
soldiers who’d had a head start; and then he deliberately dropped his
M1 so he
could run faster. Rifle shots
still
cracked around them; more GI’s fell.
Harry passed them too, ignoring their outstretched hands, intent
only on
an unseen finish line at the end of this 5K cross-country race through
hell. He heard the pounding of
boots
behind him, friend or foe, it didn’t matter; he couldn’t spare the time
to
glance over his shoulder.
Adrenaline
brought a surge of life to his tiring legs.
He ran on.
A thinning of trees, what might have been a
trail
once, beckoned to the north, and impulsively Harry veered off that
way. The sounds behind him faded as most
of the
men continued their pell-mell dash into the bowels of the Huertgen
forest.
Finally, Harry caught his boot on something
that
sent him cart-wheeling into a ditch and he lay there a moment, stunned,
his
chest heaving. His eyes
shut. He didn’t know how long he lay
there. And then suddenly another body
dropped into
the ditch beside him. Harry
panicked,
scrambled for his rifle, and remembered then that he’d left it a mile
back. He sagged back against
the damp
earth, starting to raise his hands in surrender, when he saw who his
companion
was.
Saunders.
His CO had lost his weapon somehow too. And his helmet. A crease along his temple was caked with drying
blood. His eyes looked blank, as though he
didn’t
know where he was, or who he was.
“Lieutenant?” Harry asked. His voice came out barely more than a whisper. And he realized that the woods had
grown
silent. Wherever the fighting
was, they
had finally out-run it.
A flicker of awareness darted across
Saunders’s eyes
and then died. He reached
slowly into
his jacket and pulled out a battered cigarette pack. His hand shook badly and after a moment he tucked it
away,
unopened.
“Sir?
Do you
know where we are?”
The lieutenant didn’t answer.
“Do you know which way our lines are?”
Still nothing.
Nothing, in fact, for 24 hours. It occurred to Harry that Saunders
hadn’t
uttered a word in almost 24 hours.
Not
since they’d found … him.
“Tommy.”
He hadn’t meant to say the name aloud. But the word seemed to galvanize
Saunders –
the lieutenant jerked as if shot.
Then
he scrambled out of the ditch, clawing at the earth with frantic
fingers,
lurching back onto the trail.
Harry
followed him, praying that they were heading north or west, and not
deeper into
the nightmare land of monsters, where friends were found
crucified. Nobody had prepared him for that.
November 4, 1944,
evening
Forester’s lodge
Dammit!
Doc
thought. He wasn’t trained for
this. Stop the bleeding, yes,
he was
trained for that. Keep the
airways
open. And get the victim back,
fast.
That’s the medic’s job. Not to
watch,
helplessly, as a soldier… a friend… declined hour by hour, as the
infection
raged from the wounded hand and Caje shuddered as his fever
soared.
Doc watched the injured man from across the
cellar. It was hard to avoid
someone
when you were imprisoned together in the same 12 by 12-foot room, but
Caje had
been avoiding him all the same.
He
hadn’t looked him in the eye since that moment when he had broken, and
told the
Krauts where Doc was hiding, behind the well.
And, to be honest, Doc had been just as
willing to
leave him to his corner of the cellar.
He’d told himself the Cajun always had been something of a
loner,
content with his own company.
Didn’t
need someone talking to him or fussing over him like some he could
name. But the truth was, Doc was avoiding
Caje
too, because it was too frustrating to be needed and be helpless.
And that, thought Doc, is exactly what that
Krauts
wanted. To play with their
minds,
destroy the bonds between them, watch their will and hopes
disintegrate. Well, he wasn’t going to let them
win that
easily. And he was NOT going to
sit
here and just watch Caje die.
Just as he was getting to his feet, the
cellar door
opened. “Well, if it ain’t Hansel and Gretel,” Doc commented in his
most
laconic Arkansas drawl.
Brandl’s face darkened but Ungeheuer just
smiled. “Tonight,” he said, “a
special
treat.” He produced a tray and
candle,
with a flourish. Brandl kept
his
carbine trained on the group, while Ungeheuer set the tray on the floor
and lit
the candle. “The soup is quite
good,”
he said. “Worthy of a condemned
man’s
last meal.” He
laughed.
The squad exchanged
looks.
Ungeheuer produced a single spoon with a
flourish. “Dinner for one,” he
announced. “You must decide who
goes
hungry.” He looked at each of
the
prisoners in turn. The one they
called
Nelson licked his lips. The big
one’s
stomach growled. But they
looked at
each other, not at the bowl.
That told
him something. Colonel Drache
would be
impressed by his observation skills.
The medic seemed more interested in the
injured man
in the corner, who seemed interested in nothing. That, too, was revealing.
But the youngest soldier, the one called Dixon, had eyes only
for the
soup. His fingers
twitched. He took a slight step forward. He looked at no one. Slowly, he dropped to his knees
beside the
tray, and reached for the bowl, turning his back on his
comrades.
Yes, Dixon would probably be the first to
break. There was much to look
forward
to.
Ungeheuer turned on his heel and motioned
Brandl
toward the door. The old
soldier took a
step and then flinched as a large spider scuttled across the step. Brandl pressed himself against the
far wall
as he carefully maneuvered himself past it.
Spiders were omens.
A loud slam echoed as Ungeheuer brought his
boot
down heavily on the spider.
Brandl
quaked. “It is bad luck to kill
a
spider!” he sputtered.
“Old man – there is no place for
superstitions in
the Third Reich,” Ungeheuer said scornfully.
He scraped the sole of his boot against the bottom stair and
shouldered
his way past Brandl and out the door.
In the great room, Drache drummed his
fingers on the
desk as the gefreiter recounted his impressions of the prisoners’
declining
state. Hopelessness - and
dissension. Very good. “What of the others?” he
asked.
“The rest - still resist, together. I think
they
grow weaker in body. But not
yet in
spirit.” Ungeheuer reported,
with some
disappointment. Then he
brightened. “The one we nailed
to the
wood – he is not taking strength from the group. He is … isolated.
He does
not act frightened, like the young one.
But he is no longer defiant.” Modestly, he refrained from
pointing out
that he deserved the credit for breaking that one. He was confident that Drache recognized his
accomplishment.
Brandl had reasons to resent the ex-Hitler
Youth,
and thought of a way to downplay Ungeheuer’s success. “The American -
LeMay. He looks very ill to
me. I think perhaps he will not live
long enough
to be broken. They say,” he
continued
timidly, “that if one has difficulty in dying, he should be lain in the
corridor and then he shall have an easy death.”
Ungeheuer scoffed.
“That is just another old wives’ tales, fool! Besides, why should he have an easy
death?”
Steiniger had remained impassive as Brandl
described
the prisoner’s condition. What
does it
mean to be broken? he wondered.
Is it
an act of surrender? Or just an
inability to fight any more?
A thoughtful smile tugged at Drache’s
ravaged
face. “Some men break down in
visible
ways,” he said. “But others -
shatter
inside. Outside, they become
just a
shell. They may not run, they
may not
weep. But they will not
fight. They are hopeless, lost. They are already broken.” He looked at his men. “Now, who has an idea for breaking
one of
the others? Herr Oberst
Steiniger? You will surprise me, yes? With something
clever?”
The lieutenant looked up at his
commander. An idea had come to him during his
men’s
report - and he thought Drache would be pleased with him. It would be good to get in his good
graces. Slowly, thoughtfully, he
nodded. Yes, he had a
plan.
November 4, 1944,
evening
Deep in the woods
Kirby had no plan.
He didn’t even have any idea which way was north or west. Nor, he complained bitterly to the
rain-swollen clouds, did he have any luck.
The boy limping beside him looked up at him blankly, not
understanding
the words.
“Rotten luck,” the soldier repeated. “Every step of the way. Find shelter from the storm? Sure.
But you’d think there could be a least one little bottle of
communion
wine tucked away there? Hell
no!” He’d made sure of that. He’d torn the place apart, which had
taken
but a few minutes.
“And here, I think I’ve got me a native
guide,” he
continued his rant. “And the
kid is
lame and slowin’ me down.” But
keeping
him from where? “And he don’t
even know
how to get out of these damn woods any better’n I do!” he ended with a
frustrated growl.
He looked again at the heavens for some
response,
and he got one. The sky
darkened. Cold, fat rain drops spat right in
his face,
scattered at first just to get his attention.
And then the freezing rain sluiced out of the leaden sky in icy
sheets.
It didn’t look like he and the kid were
going to
have shelter this night. He
hoped the
kid appreciated the skills ol’ Kirby had picked up in Better Homes and
Foxholes. With a sigh, he swung
off his
pack and unstrapped his spade.
At
least, he thought, hunching his shoulders deeper into his jacket and
shivering
miserably as he dug, Caje and the others were probably inside and warm
and dry.
November 5, 1944,
pre-dawn
Forester’s lodge
Caje was warm.
One hundred and three degrees, to be exact, although he didn’t
know
that. And just because he was
hot
didn’t mean he wasn’t shivering too.
And too miserable to sleep.
Dawn was still an hour away when there was a
sound
at the heavy door. Only
Littlejohn
raised his head – the others lacked the strength. A flashlight’s beam
preceded
the German soldier into the room.
Dixon
cringed, sure that some new misery had been invented for them. He prayed they wouldn’t choose
him.
The pale light danced over each of them,
lingering
over Caje, whose face was the color of chalk, but whose eyes shone with
dark
resentment. The light moved on,
and
finally came to a stop on Littlejohn.
“You.
Bring
that one.” The flashlight beam
swung
over to Caje and then back to Littlejohn.
"Come with me.”
In the dim light, they could see that it was
Steiniger studying them, and that he held his weapon ready, and kept
enough
distance to prevent any of them from jumping him. Not that any of them had the energy to try. Steiniger backed up the stairs,
gesturing to
the two Americans to follow him.
Littlejohn stepped over the prone bodies of
his
fellow prisoners toward Caje.
Caje
struggled to get up, and Billy reached up for the Cajun’s left elbow
and shoved
him gently to his feet. The
sudden
movement made Caje hiss through the pain in his cracked rib, suffered
when one
of the Krauts had kicked him.
He
tottered unsteadily for a moment, until Littlejohn curled a long arm
around his
back and pulled him toward the door.
They disappeared into the darkness of the
stairwell,
and Dixon heard the door lock behind them.
He heaved a heavy sigh of relief.
Whatever they had in mind for their prisoners today, for the
moment he
was spared.
Outside, Littlejohn had draped Caje’s good
arm
around his shoulder, forced to stoop to accommodate the difference in
their
heights. He felt the Cajun
shivering in
his thin jacket. Steiniger
waved them
toward the back of the building, where his flashlight picked out a
rusted old
pump, and a shovel lying on the ground beside it.
“Dig.”
Littlejohn stared.
Steiniger raised his pistol and aimed it
toward
Caje.
“Dig,” he repeated.
His thin face was expressionless.
Caje pushed away from his friend. His left hand found the wall of the
building
and he let himself lean against it, determined to stay on his
feet.
Littlejohn’s eyes were frantic with
disbelief. Dig?
A … grave? Each day the
Krauts
had come up with some new way to torture them, try to break their
spirits. But the cold, the hunger, they had
just
stiffened his resolve. This
though …
He couldn’t dig a grave for a
friend.
“I won’t do it.”
His voice came out in a low growl.
Steiniger didn’t answer. He merely trained the barrel of his gun on Caje and
cocked the
hammer.
“Do what he says,” Caje said hoarsely. His knees
shook.
Littlejohn bit his lip. Did Caje realize what Steiniger had in mind for him? Of course he did, Littlejohn could
see it in
his eyes. They didn’t have that
dullness of fever that he’d had off and on during the past day. Caje seemed to be studying Steiniger
… maybe
Caje had a plan?
Littlejohn didn’t know what it could be, but
he
didn’t have a lot of options.
He’d have
to co-operate, see what developed.
But,
he swore, if that Kraut tried to shoot Caje, he’d swing his shovel
right at the
bastard’s ferret-faced skull.
Even if
was a suicidal thing to try.
He picked up the heavy shovel in his broad
farmer’s
hands. The ground was thick
with frost
and his arms trembled with weakness as he drove the blade into the
earth and
then tried to lift a spadeful.
The dirt
spilled off the shovel to land at his feet – he lacked the strength to
toss it
further away. The sky was
beginning to
lighten more and he looked at the Kraut lieutenant and saw a sense of
urgency
in the thin face. The other
Germans
would waken soon.
Why should that matter to
Steiniger?
“Dig!”
Littlejohn ducked his head and bent to the
task at
hand. He stomped on the metal
blade of
the shovel again, leaned into it, worked the frozen soil loose, and
pitched it
aside. And again. And another.